Super Silver Days

by Zosma

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1.
I feel like getting lost in the sun Swollen veins and scoring lines Now my stone soul is only cracked I await the electric blue heart For I lost what I couldn't see My unguided strings wonder aimless For I lost a part of me, my unguided dreams I could watch you sail away A long brown river My super silver days Killing my time Ridding myself of these signs Ridicule fear Even then I'll still be here.
2.
Everything 00:15
Everything you said This is for you Everything you said This is why Everything.
3.
Exhausted 01:00
Her scorn, your blind retreat Seeing the truth is such a hard hit No such thing can fill the void When you distain the tears she cried Aching arms mallignantly lined To ease the sorrow, or pass the time No thought was given Now she's not with them You could have saved her Razor blade haven.
4.
I see the smiles, I see them melting in the sun I see for miles, I must be the only one These walls bleed, I try to patch them up Keep your eyes closed, I know you just can't get enough When it's time to wake, I will pass the gun Too much to take, there's enough for everyone I felt you breathe on my neck There's not enough space for me Every breath I take is dying And I'm floating carelessly.
5.
Sunday Blues 01:45
The mirror shatters I drag my eyes across the glass Now I can see it clearer Standing in a pool of remarks Your satisfaction, this I've become The light is calling, contoured and blushed Serrated faces, nothing to last My burnt smile looks new in these shards of glass Wearing scars for the sake of style Crying faces in the state of denial Crashing down, crushing the weak.
6.
When the stones are laid, and the grass is dead My mourning heart, and what you said The electric blue has come again And ripped my mind into shreds You ride my heart on poison words Reciprocate, I know it hurts We'll go to town, we'll sit on stairs We'll stare at stars, and shave our heads You held my hand, you kissed my face Like in my dreams, and I don't exist I wrote five pages and I'm wondering why I still have hope, with tears in my eyes Everyone else is just passing time I'll wait here for you to arrive, would you try? I'm scared you might, electric blue... Bring me to life Go to town, we'll sit on stairs We'll stare at stars, and shave our heads You held my hand, you kissed my face In my dreams, and I don't exist.
7.
Pills 02:25
This one day to celebrate, I don't wanna be in your way I don't wanna ruin your day, this one day to celebrate Don't leave me, waking up a stale place It's not easy, wait until the morning breaks Endless boxes with endless names Hour by hour to ease the pain Me and you don't see the same But you'll listen a day too late Don't leave me You'll free me from here It's not easy watching you ache all day This one day to celebrate Celebrate the life you gave I don't wanna be in your way.
8.
Goth 00:54
Sometimes when I think of you I smash my head against the wall Sometimes it's the only thing that makes me feel alive again.
9.
Choked 01:37
Your grip tightens The last breath leaves my love I'm not frightened Skin peeled from the flesh it lies Everything is wasted, everyhting is fake Tried and tested my misogyny Upon reading the book of life Not one page that seemed right So I use it to smash my skull in to avoid the aching plight Choked.
10.
Candles 01:30
Happy birthday you bloody cunt Candles of the cake no longer burn Curdling the milk, like me it turns Get the rope Grease of my blood Tricycle turns into a bike Lost my wheels and now I can't ride And my favorite clothes won't fit no more Grazing, where's my plaster? Saving, this disaster Turning malevolent, bored! Sitting in the corner cross legged With candles.
11.
Elysium 01:13
I've been thinking, and it hurts I just want solace! Taken, like animals Taken like, animals Guilty for what? Victim of your cause Ow!
12.
Milkshake 01:44
All of the pieces that make up the reason Taking baby steps to the end of the road A nomad with no real cause I'll leave soon, I'm just stuck in this room With sincerety running down the walls She took my back legs but I can still walk Getting lost in the curls of your head My heart sinks to the bottom of my chest Magnifying your radiance, curled up in a ball.
13.
Scalar 01:58
Sitting on the fence We will never give in Floating anxiously in the wind Sitting with you, scalar I hope some day We get along With all the nonsense The scars burn We had died right there We had died together Right there Looking at your eyes Through the glass Like another drug We can never get enough Getting up, get up! Get out from under the rubble I'll still be looking at you.
14.
Purple Brick 01:21
Irritating sculptures Carved into the stones we're trapped Grey as the smog filled sky Above a floor so cracked Turning my back on these thoughts Wasting my life pulling these thorns See the desperation in her eyes No one wants her in real life I don't wanna miss this I don't wanna feel anymore This is so distressing This is so wrong.
15.
Shed 00:47
I'm still cutting Cut away the rot My rotting skin It's all that I've got Like a serpent Slithering away Back to my cave To shed my skin I hide, away.
16.
Rotten ideas filling the air A sordid existance Decrepit and bare Taming the darkness Fractures the light Screaming in my head Ensnaring fears I missed my chance to meet you again I didn't wanna move from my content I missed my chance to see you A slave, a prisoner of how I think
17.
Clot 02:26
Breaking a tear An eyelid cracked Cursing the day The days I want back She can't help you She's wearing black Charming serpent Black tar bite Always biting, me.
18.
19.
Shem 00:43
What was once a lunacy Has now become a reality As I lay on the altar I have never felt so alive.

about

This is a compilation of the first three demos I made, originally recorded and edited on GarageBand and released on Soundcloud. But I wanted to remaster them and put them on Bandcamp so all my music is in one place.

Unfortunately not everything made it over due to some of the files being lost and some songs I felt wasn't adequate. Some of them may be totally re-recorded in the future.

Tracks 1-6 are taken from my first release "Bland, Boring, Plain".

Tracks 7-17 are from my third release "Disdained Demo".

Track 18 is the only surviving song from my second release "Spare Thoughts", which was a five song album I made for my friend Dean because he wanted drums, so he got drums. I'm sorry...

Track 19 is just something extra I made as a recording experiment.

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released February 18, 2018

Credit to Dean Webb for the album art!

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